Intuition

Welcome to my music blog series! I’ve deciding to write down my process behind each track, to make my lyrics accessible and have their message heard. So first off, I present to you “Intuition” from The Healing Demos.

This song originated when I was going through a particularly hard time receiving downloads for someone who was not receptive to receiving the messages. It speaks loudly about my empathic abilities and my frequent frustrations with them! I wanted to lay it all down at this person’s feet but knew it wasn’t right to do so without them asking.

I’ve learned very quickly that unless asked and compensated for, I need to let downloads for others go in, and go out again (whether on paper, or in conversation with a mentor or close friend not involved). I even sometimes need to do specific work to energetically close the door for these messages for certain individuals if they become too strong and overwhelming.

The song speaks also to my general overwhelm with emotional and social information coming from others around me, especially in public spaces. I often find it confusing to interpret emotional signals in crowded places unless I work very hard to focus in and do significant grounding work. This has to do with both my neurology and spiritual gifts, I’m sure! I tend to limit my participation in these kinds of environments so I don’t burn out.

Here’s the links to listen:

And here’s the lyrics!

I like to find my silence
It’s hard to come by it
When the world is rushing round
It’s so hard not to drown

The energy’s intense
The feelings get immense
The voices all around
Fill my head with sound

And I can see your soul
Even if you don’t
And I can hear your voice
Even if you won’t

You can’t fool me with a lie
Because I can see inside
Even if you feel blind
I can see what your mind hides

And I can see you soul
Even if you don’t
And I can hear your voice
Even if you won’t
And I can sense your passion
When you don’t let it happen
And I can feel your spirit
Even if you can’t hear it